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hm, yeahh.
no more xanga for me.
livejournal now. <33
(the link's in the entry below this one.)

all the posts are "friends only", though.
so you can't see them
unless you have an lj account
&&are on my friends list.
sryyy.

i'll still use xanga sometimes.
for like, surveys or whatever
when i'm real bored.

like now.

       christina

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Annoying People
Bold the kind of people that are annoying
People who:
o1) TyPe LyK dIs
o2) Talk a lot
o3) Make faces at everything
o4) Can't make up their minds
o5) Change the channel every sec.
o6) Make-out with their boy/girlfriends everywhere
o7) Go on the computer everyday
o8) Think they're all that
o9) Are popular
10) Stuck-up
11) Are really dumb and stupid
12) Don't know the difference between fake and real
13) Are clumsy
14) Say "like" constantly
15) Have no self confidence
16) Have a lot of friends
17) Show off their money
18) Pretend to be stupid to be popular
19) Show off in front of boys/girls
20) Are Emo
21) Are Goth
22) Are Prep
23) Are in a clique
24) Have read The Clique
25) Count clothes
26) Take too many pictures of themselves
27) Spend their whole life in front of the TV
28) Are weird
29) Talk like this: OMG LIKE YOU LIKE HE LIKE TOTALLY LIKE DISSED ME, YA!
30) Talk on the phone a lot

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YOU
[Relationship Status] - single
[Shoe size] - 8ish
[Siblings] - 1 big sister, 1 little sister, 1 little brother
[Pets] - 4 cats, 2 dogs

FAVORITES
[Colour] - a lot.
[Number] - 13, 3, 33
[Animal] - none.
[Book] - twilight
[Flower] - i think that japanese flowers are really beautiful.

DO YOU
[Twirl your hair?] - uh, idk.
[Have tattoos?] - no
[Cheat on tests?] - sometimes
[Like roller coasters?] - yes
[Wish you could live somewhere else?]-  yeah.
[Like cleaning?] - no
[Write in cursive or print?] - print.
[Know how to drive?] - no
[Own a cell phone?] - yes
[Ever get off the internet?] - yeah

HAVE YOU EVER
[Been in a fist fight?] - yeah
[considered a life of crime?] - no
[Considered being a hooker?] - no
[Been in love?] - yeah
[Made out with JUST a friend?] - yes
[Kicked someone in the nuts?] - no

CURRENT..
[Current clothing] - black t-shirt, hoodie, blue jeans
[Current hair] - bedhead
[Current thing I ought to be doing] - plyaing with jake.
[Current CD in stereo] - I have a stereo???!!!! OMG lols
[Last movie you saw] - um, pretty persuasions. i think.

RANDOM THINGS...
[Last thing you ate] - mcdonald's.
[Believe there is life on other planets?] - no
[Read the newspaper?] - the funnies.
[Hate yourself?] - sometimes
[Collect anything?] - manga, cd's, books.
[Like your handwriting?] - nooo

LOVE..
[First crush] - danny
[You believe in love at first sight?] - not really
[You believe in "the one?"] - sure
[Are you a tease?] - idk, i think everyone's a little bit of a tease sometimes
[Too shy to make the first move?] - unless i'm drunk.

ARE YOU A...
[Daydreamer] - yes
[Sarcastic] - yah
[Introvert] - hm?
[Extrovert] - ?

WOULD YOU RATHER...
[Pierce your nose or lip?] - lip
[Be serious or funny?] - funny

ARE YOU...
[Simple or complicated?] - complicated

ABOUT YOU...
[What time is it] - 5:43 p.m.
[Name] - christina
[Nickname(s)] - uh, tina, koneko.

WHAT DO YOU WANT...
[Where do you want to live] - japan.
[how many kids do you want] - tons
[What kind of job do you want] - um, translator. or writer.
[do you want to get married] -  yeah.

UNIQUE...
[Nervous Habits] - i jiggle my leg up & down. or pick at my nails.
[Are you double jointed] - no
[Can you roll your tongue] - yes
[Can you raise one eyebrow]- no
[Can you cross your eyes] - yes
[Do you make your bed daily] - no

CLOTHES, ETC...
[Which shoe goes on first] - does it matter...?
[Ever thrown one at someone] - yeah.
[How Much money do you carry in your wallet] - i don't have one

IN THE LAST MONTH HAVE YOU...
[Bought something] - yes
[Gotten sick] - no
[Sang] - yes
[Felt stupid] - yes
[Missed someone] - yes
[Gotten drunk] - yes
[Gotten high] - no
[Danced crazy] - yes
[Gotten your hair cut] - no
[Watched cartoons] - yes
[Lied] - yes

LAST PERSON THAT...
[Slept in your bed] - nick
[Saw you cry] - um, jake & mom & grandma.
[Made you cry] - dad.
[Saw a movie with you] - joanna.
[Said 'I love you' to you] - jerry.

HAVE YOU EVER...
[Been to California] - no
[Been to Canada] - no
[Been to Europe] - no
[Wished you were the opposite sex] - sure.
[Snuck out of your house] - yeah

i gotta livejournal.

idk if i'm gonna use it a lot
&&ditch my xanga,
or never use it,
or what.

but whateverr. doesn't matter.

http://i-x3-hu.livejournal.com/

         christina

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hold on, when we win, take a hit,
'cause we never gonna lose it dying,
we gonna keep on fighting.

today was a complete waste.
all i did all day was mope around the house,
listen to music and talk to joanna on the phone.
booo-ring.

i did watch jake towards the end of the day.
i love him. =]
i was like crying because i love him so much.
yeah, i'm a loser, stfu. >=[

after that,
i moped around upstairs.
and bothered nick (i'm still doing that.)
maybe i should get on aim or something.

          christina

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tear it out of these open pages,
women and kids of all ages,
millions of men with blank faces,
italicised lies, headlines, bold type.

idk.
i'm horrible at expressing my feelings.
like really bad.
and now i know that she loves me...
well, idk if she feels the same way
that i feel about her...
but she said that she "likes me more
than i like her" now.

which i know is a buncha bs
'cause it's impossible for her
to love me more than i love her.
i love her so much,
she doesn't even know what she's talking about.

but like, idk.
i don't really show her that i love her. =[
like yeah, i guess i sorta do sometimes,
but like, not unless we're being really intimate.

i sorta put up a wall around my heart
after the last time i cried over her,
so it's sorta hard for me now
to show her that i love her after that.
it makes me feel bad, but i really can't help it.
i love her more than anybody and anything else in the world,
but i can never show it.
=[

and now she's talking w/ dustfuck again.
and i'm wayyy jealous. idk of who, tho.
is it because i like him? or is it because i like her?
it's so weird. i really don't know who i'm jealous over.

at first, i thought it was because i liked dustin,
but now that i think about it, i think it's cause i like her.
(i've always known that i liked her, but i didn't know who i was jealous over.)
i'm gonna call her up at seven
(when she has free minutes)
and try to explain that i'm bad at expressing my feelings,
that i have major anger/jealousy problems,
and that's why i'm always flipping out at her over dumb shit.

i just hope she can forgive me. =|

       christina

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we used to love one another,
give to each other,
lie undercovers, so
are you friend or foe?

i'm being arrested
and charged with assault.
'cause of the fight i had w/ tashay.
ugggh.

i have to go to the police station this sunday
so they can take a "mug shot"
and do the fingerprint things.
¬_¬ i'm so looking forward to it.

tashay is getting arrested too.
which i really couldn't careless about.
it's me that i'm worried about.
(sry, but tashay is making up shit
about my "friends getting involved";
she just doesn't wanna admit that
she got her ass beat by a skinny white girl.)

anyway. then i have to go to court sometime.
idk when.
mom's really scared....
makes me sadd. =[
she was crying upstairs 'cause she's afraid that i'll go to juvie...

makes me feel bad.

          christina

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she's scared that
i will take her away from there.
her dreams that her country
left with no one there.